[04 Dec 2004|04:14pm] ok, so instead of having a FRIENDS CUT i just decided to make a new username, and delete this account so add me there if you really want to. new username is "______cancer". goodbye THOUGHTS!

[04 Dec 2004|03:39pm] [ mood | fuckingAMAZING. ] [ music | number 12 ] i love today. THOUGHTS!

[04 Dec 2004|12:30am] [ mood | horrible ] [ music | mewithoutyou ] i have the worst split personality, one person ill be absoultly nice to. the the next ill be an extreme dick to, it really sucks because i dont mean to be like this. its just the vibes i get and lau told me the other day that i am a very moody person, and ive came to the conclusion i am, and i have NO fucking clue why people are friends or talk with me. i dont even think i have control over it because i hold so much shit back it makes me this way. i dont mean it at all to hurt these people to, two of the most awesome girls ever kyla and lau, ive been a dick to both of them lately and a few kids in my school and they dont deserve it AT ALL. and i am so sorry, i think im prob going through one of the most horrible depressions i ever been through and it really sucks, and i guess im taking it out on people who dont deserve it, im done with this rant. GOODBYE THOUGHTS!

[03 Dec 2004|11:07am] [ mood | samesamesame ] [ music | the honorary title; everything i once had ] alright so i AM going to record an album with the after hours. bryan ujeta is going to produce our ep, and then i dont know where im going from there. but yes off that topic, friday is here. and im not in school. i dont exactly know why, but i didnt go to school today. im trying to stay away from the smithhaven mall im sick of it, except i have to get a few christmas gifts for friends. but yeah if you want to hang out with me this weekend call my cell or comment. im pretty much free for now. 1 THOUGHTS!

[02 Dec 2004|12:01am] [ mood | tiredLAMEupset ] [ music | nothing,nothing ] today i went to school surprisingly, andy; markrocco; and i got into school late, the day went by pretty fast. i didnt go to gym i went to the cafeteria instead. i didnt feel like getting changed. after 8th period i went home with kristin and vikki, we went back to kristins place in port jeff and i did my hair and stole on of her hoodies. and we went to pick up steve huey. after we got steve we went to the downtown for the hopesfall and encrypt manuscript show. i saw some people i knew including, bryan friedman, alexHDP, johnny b, brian fegger, and alex sclafani. it was nice to see them but getting stood up by rachel without a call or anything sucked because i really wanted to hang out with her. WELL anyways encrypt did amazing, the singer is so gay on stage and is so awesome i love it. hopesfall played half new stuff half old stuff it was good. there new stuff is good i guess i just need to get used to it, the last song there was a head walking contest and steve huey tried to win so bad, and some lame kid one but yeah. after i got a shirt at the merch stand, and we went to taco bell where steve yelled threw the intercom to order our food. and then we came home. I REALLY dont want to go to school tomorrow since im in an upsetting mood. but i missed 2 days this week and im going to start pressuring myself to go, alright well i need to get some sleep. END THOUGHTS!

[01 Dec 2004|12:58am] [ mood | negative ] [ music | sparta ] ive been horrible lately, this season sucks. im terribly lonely and its horrible. i havent been to school all week, tomorrow i am going. tomorrow is the encrypt manuscript and hopesfall show. its going to be fun, im going with kristin, vikki, and huey. and meeting rachel there and a few others. i got a new haircut; its pretty sick. tomorrow ill upload pictures from the show and of my new haircut ,END p.s who wants to go with me to bright eyes in january? 3 THOUGHTS!

[28 Nov 2004|11:29pm] [ mood | beingmoody ] [ music | nothing ] well this weekend was pretty eventful, friday i had practiced with the guys, then we put puzzles together. WHAT FUN. after that i met shannon in town and we hung out a little bit. saturday we had band practice again, around 6 i went in town for the parade. and i saw a bunch of people, afterwords i hung out with shannon and her friend for a little bit till it got so freezing outside i couldnt take it. then i went to go find fat travis, we walked to the wave and got steve then went to get chinese food. then steve left, trish came me and travis hung out with her and then her car broke down. so nick pernito jumped the car. and andy took me and fat home. sunday i had practice AGAIN, and we went off to the show at TGIF sight and sounds. we got there saw mad people. it was lots of fun, we went on 4th. we opened up with and insane hardcore song and from front to back people were dancing. afterwords i was upset, because i left the band. and it was my final show. i didnt have a dramatic ending. or announce it, it was really unecessary. then i got pizza. and i came home. but on other notes. number one, school is tomorrow and i dont want to go. number two, encrypt manuscript and hopesfall is on wednesday who wants to go with me. number three, i am fucking lonely and it sucks so much. i need someone or something. but other than that bye. end. 2 THOUGHTS!

[26 Nov 2004|03:36pm] [ mood | goodgood ] [ music | with honor ] ive desided to make my whole update about kyla, because she is possibly the best girl ever. and every other girl on long island is extremly lame, and likes to make up lies and spread rumors about me, and just suck alot. so kyla you rock and i heart you sooooooo much. and all you other bitches who piss me off are mad lame(!)( LALALLALAL PICTURESSSS! ) 1 THOUGHTS!

[26 Nov 2004|12:01am] [ mood | nothing ] [ music | nothing ] OK OK(!) ATTENTION: so theres this really lame girl ashley who messaged me off myspace a few days ago, not only do i not know this girl or met her in my life. but i talked to her online once. she decided to tell all of haupauge shes obsessed with me, tell kristina lies. tell jen lies. and tell mad people bull shit about me, and its REALLY fucking pissing me off. i usually dont write about people in my livejournal but this time its nessasary. im sorry for anyone who heard all this bull shit. but you know fucking little girls tho think im hot because i wear tight girls pants need to grow up a little bit. also girls who tell kristina we fuck need to get a life. because i obviusly didnt have sex with you kara? or whatever you name is, i didnt know who you were till this morning. GOD why cant people just get a grip. GOODfuckingBYE(!) 5 THOUGHTS!

[25 Nov 2004|01:07pm] [ mood | imgood. ] [ music | rooney ] ok so, yesterday was mad chill. after school i hung out with andy and tom for a little bit. then we went to markroocos home and hung out with him for a while. after that i came home and relaxed for a little while at 730 i went to the smithhaven mall. saw MAD people. all three travis's were there(!) it was so awesome. i hung out with lau, travis number 1, and b.m.c. for a little bit. then i hung out with kyla. when the mall closed fancy came and we went over to sports plus with FAT DAVE, and scott. fat dave is the man. well yeah we went there and played metal slug, and had fun. i left everyone at like 1030. it was a good time. today is thanksgiving, im staying home and family is coming over. its not going to be the best day but whatever. i dont really like thanksgiving its one of my least favorite holidays, but whatev. END p.s happy thanksgiving BYEbye. THOUGHTS!

[23 Nov 2004|08:23pm] [ mood | itscoldBURR ] [ music | muse. ] today, school went by fast. i cut gym again, its starting to become a habit it must be all the jocks in my class who think im gay. or just the fact that they throw detorent at me because i wear girls pants. anyways, going to lunch is much cooler and im getting a doctors note to be out of it for this quarter so rock. um after school i came home and did my homework, then went with pete to best buy, i bought a few new cds. 2 of them i already had burnt but whatever. then we went to woodys and chilled there for a little bit. this 4/5 day weekend is going to rock amazingly, im still free for saturday and friday during the day so if anyone wants to fill in the slots, id be more then happy to so let me know. im out, END 8 THOUGHTS!

[22 Nov 2004|01:04pm] [ mood | okay. ] [ music | TV on the radio. ] yesterday was a pretty good day, i had my soccer game early. came home and showered, then me and steve went to hicksville to hang out there. we met up with darlene, kristin, janine, and alyssa(i think thats what her name was). anyways it was pretty cool, we went to the broadway mall. and me and steve stayed there till 8 and came home. well today i CANT go to hellogoodbye. and i didnt go to school today. well we have a 4 day weekend this weekend, and i want plans to be made with me. END 11 THOUGHTS!

[20 Nov 2004|11:11pm] [ mood | dfgdfgdsg ] [ music | oasis. wonderwall ] today was a good day perhaps. i had my show at vegas in port jeff all the bands played swell, we played alright i guess. im okay with kyla again and it meant alot because she honestly makes me a better person, and she rocks. after the show i went over andrew raffertys with tori, woody, and pete. and we ate all his food. hmm but yeah tomorrow i dont know what im doing. monday is hellogoodbye, i still dont have a date or anything I think im metting rachel there or something, and im going there with glenn. he rocks. and yeah SOMEBODY MAKE PLANS WITH ME FOR TOMORROW!. bye 14 THOUGHTS!

[17 Nov 2004|10:12pm] [ mood | readreadread ] [ music | aquabats ] school today went well, it went by pretty fast. bryan ujeta came today, i saw him that was cool. after school newman drove me home. i came home and did homework and played myspace games. at 5 i went to joe woods house for a band practice/ hang out thing. at 7 newman picked me up and we got markrocco, jeremy, and chris. and we went off to sayville to get some starbucks. after that it was about 9ish we headed over back to patchogue to go over down by the water and we played tag hahaha and had races. it was pretty sick, and chilled there, then we got taco bell and came home. UGH ive been so miserable lately, fucking girls suck, ive started smoking again (i bought a pack today) first time in what 2 months. NOT GOOD. ive been missing to much and to little at the same time. if that makes sense. but MONDAY is hellogoodbye and me& glenn are going to find nice girls and dance with them, and make friends. anyway glenn rocks hes a great kid. and im going to go finish my book talk for english. p.s here are some pictures from tonight.( pictures from tonight. ) 1 THOUGHTS!

[16 Nov 2004|08:15pm] [ mood | goodBADalotofshit ] [ music | encrypt manuscript, how do you syllabicate your name ] woop, i got a new layout THANKS TO GLENN, thank you. well my day was overall shitty, last night i couldnt get any sleep but i called lau and she cheered me up. today school went by pretty fast, i did all my work well most of it. i got home and got into an argument with my grandmother and she wants me to move out of the house and shit, which is bull shit because i honestly do nothing wrong. well saturday is the after hours show at vegas aka village pub north in port jeff its from three-nine pm. if anyone wants to check my band out. we go on at four. but yeah im looking foward to the weekend its going to be pretty sick, i just finished my english book talk and im happy i got it over with. i think im gonna go straighten up my room, im out, OH WAIT, yeah here are some pictures i found from before! ( PICTURES(!) ) 3 THOUGHTS!

[15 Nov 2004|06:47pm] [ mood | couldbebetter ] [ music | nothingnothing ] lets see, today i stayed home from school i really didnt feel like going in today. i thought about so much when i was home, like stuff that i missed ill name a few right now. i miss....summer, hanging out with the band everyweekend even tho we would just sit in dylans house, hanging out with rob perez since i havent seen that kid in forever and i miss him so fucking much, seeing/talking to kyla every night on the phone(even tho i saw her last week), and old hopesfall since the new cd is so increbly horrible. i am all booked up with weekend so if you wanted to make plans im completely booked, friday-show in the city with meagen king and people. saturday-the after hours are playing home town losers last show at vegas aka the village pub in port jeff. sunday- me and steve are going to hang out with darlene in hicksville. monday- hellogoodbye w/kyla???? at the downtown. so im pretty much booked for this weekend. im going back to school tomorrow. yup, END. THOUGHTS!

[14 Nov 2004|10:07pm] [ mood | good(!) ] [ music | crime in stereo ] today i pretty much just hung out with steve. the day went by really really fast. i have pictures, check them out. goodbye, ps i added this picture that rachel found and it looks like it was made in paint. but it looks exactly like me and her making out. check it out, later ( clickhere4PICTURES!!!! )</font> this is the picture that looks like me and rachel kissing, its insane 3 THOUGHTS!

[13 Nov 2004|02:28pm] [ mood | alrightgood ] [ music | getupkids ] last nights show at the wave went well. we played good i guess, all the rest of the bands did a good job. thank you for everyone who came out and supported us. today i think halo2 at woodys house and afterwords going places. not quite sure yet, end. THOUGHTS!

[11 Nov 2004|10:41pm] [ mood | goodgood. ] [ music | daughters ] today i went to the mall. i saw alot of people. i got to see jen and that made me really happy, i miss that girl more than alot. and i saw kyla i <3 that girl, and everyone was there. blah check out the pictures from the halo party thing. later kiddos <3 ( picutures from wendesday nights band practice and halo2 party ) 2 THOUGHTS!

[11 Nov 2004|12:16am] [ mood | GOOD&bad ] [ music | sunny day real estate. ] my day was a pretty awesome fucking day, no school tomorrow. got to see old buddies. it basically rocked alot this is how it went pretty much step by step: woke up this morning and was to tired to go to school so i didnt go; went back to sleep and woke up around 12; got the after hours booked on yet another upcoming show; waited for everyone to get home from school; at four oclock i went over woodys house for band practice and such; everyone came over woodys before; we set up tvs in his garage and played 8 man halo2; it was me, pete, dylan, anthony, dana, woody, tullus, andrew harman, tyler, chris, dan, and joe munn. and im prob forgetting someone, oh well; after i played about 3 rounds of capture the flag in halo2 me, harman, dan, and pete. went to subway and got food; when we got back we played a few more rounds and chilled the whole night; i was really glad to see all of them, i havent seen them in so long; that was pretty much my day summed up, tomorrow i dont know what im defently doing yet. but all i know is everyone should come to the show at the wave in patchogue on friday to see my band the after hours with a nerve a heart a tragedy, cosa nostra, line drive, and cardpusher. im me if you want details. but for now im out. ps if you want to do something tomorrow let me know and ill update tomorrow with lots of pictures(!!!!!). later<3 THOUGHTS!

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